What's rue without repentance. I lament, over my falls, my wrong doings. I lament, & then, I repeat. So, what is the point of deplore.
URGh.
Talk to me before I sink in guilt. You ought to know really, if I say yes, I'll break you apart.

Another thing,
Ten GOOD reasons why I detest team talks.
one, It's emotional
two, All talk, no action, no point
three, I usually have to speak the most
four, When everyone cries except me, I seem as if I'm all lack of emotion
five, I usually am the one that does the wrong doings (being late & all)
six, trust me, it's a pure waste of time.
seven, It's not easy for me to phrase my discernments in a nice way. I'd love to go something like 'Player A, you !@#$%^&*(. Player B, you're worse @#$%^&*(. Player C, you're hopeless !@#$%^&*.' You get my point
eight, It's weird to say 'I hope you guys really put in your hundred percent' when I give less than fifty myself.
nine, I don't like to make impromptu speeches
ten, I'm not the encouraging type.

Nevertheless, nevertheless, nonetheless,
yesterday's talk was the absolute. Then again a better phrasing would be, yesterday's bitching was the absolute. I need to repent really. Everyone needs to repent. The team has a Huge problem, & both of us have no idea how to solve it. It's like the measles of the spirit. HOW HOW TELL ME HOW. & coach is just being so annoying.

'I love you, but I don't love you.' seriously, how tough is it to understand this?






&How would you say goodbye to those you love most in the world.