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I am exhilarated. I am enthusiast. I am worried.

OMG TOMORROW D: I PRAY YOU TARRY I PRAY YOU TARRY I PRAY YOU TARRY
Maybe I'll disappoint. Most probably I'll disappoint. Break me now, break me later. Break me now, fix me later. Fix me now, fix me later.

Dear confidence,
Now is not the time to desert me. If you have to forsake, then, I pray you so fervently, forsake me after tomorrow. Cling close to me for another twenty-four & I'll let you go. I'm already in 784353 pieces as it is.

Dear skin,
Tomorrow is not the time to rash. There will be mud encompassing dirt, I know. But it's not the time to break out in red. You'll be wet & cold if it rains, yes. If you don't rash, I'll treat you to spa.

Dear fever,
It'd be good if you were to go away now, & come back after tomorrow. Because you'd be my burden & I might cry if we were to lose.

Dear temper,
I know you get agitated so easily. Self-control is something you must cultivate. Don't make mouth scream at anybody tomorrow because it might be the last time we're gonna play as a team. You know what right?

Dear soul,
Preparation. If we were to lose the plate/cup tomorrow, fret not. It's not the end of the world. Tell eyes not to water as well. It's not worth emotions.

Dear hands,
No matter how dirty the ball may be tomorrow, please catch/throw/pick it up with haste. I've already told skin not to rash. He should be fine with it.

Dear body,
No matter how muddy/wet the field is tomorrow. I pray you, DIVE. MIND OVER HEART shall be our motto. & please tell legs to run faster too.

Dear brain,
Alertness is a necessity. It is the crux, the epic, understand?! Think not about *. You can do it, I know. It's your forte, putting things behind mind.

Special note to temper. Actually, just not appear tomorrow.


Sincerely,
J Leez