Because loyalty is, for all but the most stubbornly impervious to practical commitment, a matter of utilitarian dialectic.

Why does everyone except me know about the new terminal station.
I found out just a few days ago, that at perigee, the moon's approximately 357643 km away from earth & at apogee, it's approximately 406395 km away.
Now we know, now we know.
When I experience mixed feelings, I zone out. This is good practice, most edifying for the soul. Dwelling in your conjuntions isn't exactly constructive. Weird how multiple emotions can be coherent.

One thing I can tell you is you got to be free.