You're afraid because of late, you realise, you're losing me. But my dear, it's fine, I'm still here. Just perhaps not as near. I know not why I've been like this recently. Give me some time, & I'll resume. So for now, don't dig into me. Not now, not yet. Just to reassure you. You're important to me.


I've been off form. I improved so drastically, then I go off. It's like, rising so high, & falling into a pit. A wag, really. If I don't perform on 23rd, I must have committed some terrible sin during the course of my eighteen years & this comes as retribution. But please, I pray you retribution, not 23rd, not A levels either. Anything & everything else.
Today I saw my dearest beloved in weird clothes (: Eye opener sometimes, walking into topman.

'This towel is for you to wipe your perspiration, because you've been running through my mind.'
'omg joanne!'
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIWI !! (:
I LURBZX EUUX '