I tried to push myself. I really did. Because I was about to fall. But I knew, if I were to push, I'd stumble before I even forward. So I paused. Sojourn. Failure, really. So disappointing omg ):

&the thing about being the captain or vice, you'll have to announce the team. &I cannot do that. My words'd break them. &They'd break me.













I'm so afraid, because I've no faith in you.
It's like we're living in separate worlds.