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There was nothing under my skin but light,
If you cut me i could shine

Sunday, May 24, 2009
You will bring beauty from my pain.

When I'm tired, I lose my confidence.
When I lose my confidence, my anxiety builds up in acceleration.
When I'm anxious, my play becomes anyhow.


You know, it's so difficult, to give encouragement when you need encouragement yourself. & it's not easy to tell the rest to loosen up when you're almost dying of anxiety. The toughest is to tell someone not to argue with the referee when you feel like giving him a kick in his ba**s.
If only I don't bend & break.

But anyway, great job guys (: at least now we know we're on par with the polys (:

Thank you ruggers! For coming down to support & looking totally like uncles with the fruits ,drinks, ice, mat & all the other stuff. Literally the whole team turned up! Our tent was so filled. & everytime we played, the whole length of the field were our supporters (:
& lastly,
thank you, you, for sustaining me (:

so, if I wished, I could follow you 12:59 AM