Studied with David yesterday.
Not bad, at least I did something.
Bought some stuff,
I won't be shopping for a while.
For a long while.






My ultimate secret.
No, you wouldn't know.
Because I've never told anyone about us.


I pray you, not give me anything tangible.
Because if I lose that item,
I might lose my mind,
I might cry a river of tears.
You know me, I misplace things.
Then it'd be like losing you, again.
Re-Heart break.
Cannot,
I've lost you before a few years ago.
You say I am the one who caused the drift,
I strayed.
But you don't know something.
Let me tell you a secret,
you were my top priority all along.
You said I didn't want to talk nor reply you.
Impossible,
my heart wouldn't allow.
You assumed me,
I didn't stray. I never strayed.
I assumed you,
you actually cared. You realised the drift.
Now we know.
I know,
you know.
But there's something about me,
you have no clue.
& I guess I'll have to keep it from you for as long as we can breathe.
Is it too late to change?

It's been so long.
We're not the same.
a part of me says give it up,
a part of my says hold on.
So, what should I do.

We're like the bonds in graphite
So strong yet so weak.
I hate this intangible distance.
But I can't bring myself to abandon someone else for you.






I'm gonna go for a run later.
I need to run.
maybe I'll just go now.




I broke myself, in the end.