The common saying goes 'your guilt finds you'.
But it was actually you who went looking for it.
Your conscience finds your guilt.
They are like an oxymoron.
Against but adjacent.





We need some excitement in life.
Some risk taking,
hiding from observant people.
Near death experiences maybe.
Wasn't that why roller coasters we made.
Fun in fear.





If only I could take a picture with both of us,
enlarge it & hang it on the wall of my room.
But, that'd be giving away my heart.
No, not to be borne.
So I'll just sit here in the darkness,
so no one would catch a glimpse of my heart.
Ah,
I wouldn't be vulnerable this way.
That's the most important part.
Painful is excruciating.
I can't take excruciating.





Oh, I take back my words.
The weather is not changing.




Expected failure isn't the culprit to disappointment.
It's the minimal hope placed above this expectation.
The hope which generated from a little self confidence, believe in miracles.
Yes, we're not new to this.


I’m gone.
You were right all along.
My heart has transformed from carbon in tetrahedral to carbon in hexagonal layers.
I hear five hundred and twelve fragments,
sliding,
then breaking.
The van der waals’ forces are too weak.
Lack of strength,
like me.
I break with the flow,
you break, I’ll break.



Dad, please forgive my phone bills since the beginning of time.
All long distance calls end here.








I shouldn't have let you go.