Lee Joanne, really, I beg of you,
stop it.
Stop it stop it stop it.
Or you'll re hurt, re cry, re fall, re die.
No, it's worse than dying.
But I can't help it.
I'm delighting in my future bleed.
Self destruct
My forte, isn't it.

For now,
I pray my fear of consequence,
leave me be.
For a while, to indulge in this
I just need a while.
I can't let go now.
Heartwreak

When we're done,
or when everything stops,
My fear of consequence, I'll probably blame you,
For not stopping this, for not defending me.
But please forgive me then
for my mind'd be gone.
& after I reform, restructure, all in body, soul, mind and especially heart,
I'll apologise.

But for now,

just for now, relent,
allow me play,
to my hearts content.
Because I know the pain heart would go through in time to come.
It's a re hurt, re bleed.
Maybe you could encourage it a little, by removing treacherous thoughts of the future.
They wouldn't help much.
I know me.
You know me.


I am after all, homo sapient.
I'm sure you'll understand.
I hope you'll understand.









Physics was the bombz
Now I have no best subject.
I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR AS TO END ):

Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were so young and innocent then
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So why did it end?

Do you remember
Back in the fall
We'd be together all day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each other's eyes, we'd stare

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Do you remember
How we used to talk
We'd stay on the phone
At night till dawn

Do you remember
All the things we said like
I love you so
I'll never
let you go

Do you remember
Back in the spring
Every morning birds would sing
Do you remember
Those special times
They'll just go on and on
In the back of my mind

Heartbreak enemy despise

Eternal love shines in my eyes

So let love take us through the hours

I won't be complaining

Cause your love is alright