I gave up giving up.
Chose not to have a choice.
Felt my feelings.
Made lucid my emptiness.
Hid my darkness.
Remembered my forgetfulness.
Abandoned my security.
Heard your silence.
Loved your ineptness.


It's like I'm on the right track but the wrong path.
Can I do this?
We're in a crystal ball.
Baby, you know them.
They shatter, & we'll be gone.

So, for preventive measures,
I am reluctant.
But,
we'll break our world now.
Break in beauty.
We'll skin but not bleed.


Just finished watching living with Michael Jackson. Missed it on tv.
I'll continue tomorrow because I'm tired & it's half past three. Wee hours




But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin