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There was nothing under my skin but light,
If you cut me i could shine

Sunday, August 16, 2009
Ruin

If we can't get through just this, we won't be able to go past anything in the future.
It's not like we're faced with some invincible obstacle or anything. It's just taking the initiative.
I cleared your contact from my phone by accident.
So I thought I'll save it again the next time you send a text or call.
Then I realised, at present, I have not your contact.
So let's just stop here.
Trust me, it'll be better this way.
Or maybe it doesn't make a difference to you.
It's not that I've a change of heart or grew sick of you.
I'm just drifting from people who aren't holding me back.
Take it with a pinch of salt.
I know it's very selfish of me, but I can't help it.
Maybe it's because of my current state, I reject anything that'll cause more destruct.

Yesterday I thought I learnt once bitten twice shy.
And my spirits were so lifted by that enlightenment.
You see why it's yesterday I thought instead of yesterday I learnt.
& why my spirits were lifted and not my spirits are still lifted.


I am so weird, I have to learn once bitten twice shy.
Where is my human nature.

Played basketball yesterday. yay(:
Oh, I know this might sound weird, but physics tuition is fulfilling (:

so, if I wished, I could follow you 10:34 PM