Aye, why do I remember your pain.


One day you'll realise your defences mean nothing. & you'll crumble along. Chun Wang Chi Han. But you'll also realise, you aren't breaking apart, because you were never in a whole.
So you lived life blindly, led by either mind, heart or a mist. While your soul wondered.
And now soul returns, like a prodigal son.
Then mind goes into turmoil.
The decision between soul and heart bleeds. Monogamy, the law
Crimson to the eyes.
Now, they hold different ideals, beliefs, walked on spilt roads. Because your soul flees and heart feels.
I have my convictions.

I've always loved and will love you, & your foreign blood which was never meant to flow in my veins, for as long as I can breathe.